Waiting For Something To Happen

Interesting if you enjoy seeing someone’s brains splattered across the screen-not literally you sicko…Basically this bad-boy has become a source of cheap therapy.

Archive for January, 2006

Number 9, Number 9, Number 9….

Yeah….number 9 in Lethbridge, AB…my theory is the name Kansas Nebraska Act is what got the cd opened and played in the first place there….you know it hasn’t even been opened at any other college stations….all about the cover…

So, I dropped my Management Science class today….kind of a spur of the moment thing really….figured I’d rather take the class when I know I can get an A in the class….after sitting through an hour long presentation-of which I get to do two later in the year….I realized I had no desire to deal with any more responsibility, and that something would suffer….and I’ll be damned if it’ll be that class again….so I dropped it :)

Freakin’ Subway commercial….the one about Canadians lovin’ the hockey and the texting on cell phones…..listen to this….”FUCK CELLPHONES” there…I had to say it. They are convenient at times I admit, but I have no long list of people who wish to talk to me that much…really, no one calls here to talk, so why do I need a phone on my person? I don’t. Plus, I have this thing about being “unreachable” that I love…..probably why I like the journey, not the destination…ahh…metaphors for life….et merci beaucoup Subway………gave me a rant topic.

Also, for all those who read and care, I still don’t know what the deal is with work…haven’t heard anything yet, but it has only been a month since the process started, so I’ll still be patient….I am going to start looking for work though soon, just to hedge my bets. In the meantime….three classes I’m still attending, the KNA’s slow break-up process, and whatever it is that my horoscope promised me numerous-the change that will begin on or around February 4….the repeated specificity of that really got into my head…and as chance would have it, I do have some things planned for around that date….

Anyway, enough of me being coy. Gotta go to bed soon, have a morning class…..followed by a late afternoon/early evening class….Tuesdays are long for me….if I make it out of this week unscathed….well, then I’ll have made it to Feb 4…

Nighty night.

Party Time

EDIT: 5PM Monday…..put a link in the title….takes you to the CKXU in Lethbridge chart…look at #9….that’s right, as you may have guessed, we’re #9 n Lethbridge, AB….

Currently listening to-The Afghan Whigs-”Can’t Get Enough Of Your Love Baby”

Still alive, despite all the alcohol everyone bought for last night. The sheer volume of Guinness I had bought for myself and had bought for me for my birthday left me with plenty to go around. I’ll be drinking it all week I imagine. Never even touched the JD in the freezer, as Ian had bought some too. Yikes….all that, plus the huge amount the girls brought for daiquiris meant that no one was without a drink in their hand if they wanted one. There is still a lot of booze left in the kitchen too. Craziness.

It was a slow night too at first….see, I got-for some reason, trapped in the Valley way of things, which often involves drinking pretty early on and being tanked before midnight….not like the Halifax way of things, which often involves showing up late and staying up until dawn. I managed to skirt the two, although I did need to kick everyone out of my room at 5AM because I was going down, like it or not.

So, back to worrying about school for another week. I did a discussion/opinion piece tonight, so I’m back on track for the week hopefully. Gonna get up and do the workout until my arms hurt….so everything will be cool until….

….Thursday night at the Attic. The mystery show with the Alewives that materialized out of thin air seemingly…with Dan and I discovering it’s existence after it was posted on locals late last week. We’re doing it though. The only thing that worries me is that my birthday hits before we’re even scheduled to go on stage. Yikes, I hope no one tries to/lets me get drunk….I really don’t like “working” with a buzz on, does me no good at all really. Then after that, I get up, get my ass to Moncton, and do Lee’s birthday celebration part 2. I guess it involves a trip downtown with some people….I’m sure drinking is on the agenda.

Funny, this is slightly out of character for me….the whole, loud, drunk, not-as-shy Lee, don’t really recognize the guy too much. Wondering if it’s a phase, or am I “coming out of my shell”. Time will tell on that one I suppose. I’m sure it’s a phase, and I’ll be back to boring Lee soon, but I can see how some aspects of this new guy may stick around after the dust has settled…….(Although even with the new attitude, Mindy still says I need to get out more….who knows, maybe I do, but that has more to do with me “finding someone” I think…)

Anyway, that’s the scoop….busy as hell all week, then the show, then “so long” until Sunday night I guess. Hey,. isn’t Valentine’s Day coming soon? Need to watch out for that so I can avoid it….just thought of it as I sat here imaging my schedule for February. Not that I hate it, but it’s been nothing in my life really….I was attached for one VD of my life, and that night she had to work anyway…it’s never really factored….why am I typing about this now? VD rants are better closer to the day…..and now I’ll make a joke because it says “VD” haha….Lee you are so juvenile…

Bonne nuit.

Life Soundtrack

Here’s another idea I came across on some random blog….Note: I’ve been working on this bastard all day….it’s hard to finish, also, cool note-this may indeed be the 100th post of this blog….depending on whether I actually get it done anytime soon that is.

Life Soundtrack

Opening Credits: The Smiths – “How Soon Is Now?”
Waking up: Tears For Fears – “Head Over Heels”
Average day: Supergrass – “Moving”
School: Screeching Weasel – “The Science Of Myth”
Chillin’ with friends: Sloan – “People Of The Sky”
First date: Beach Boys – “Good Vibrations”
Falling in love: Morrissey – “I Like You”
Love at first site: The Ravonettes – “That Great Love Sound”
Love scene: The Cure – “Love Song”
Pissed: Refused – “New Noise”
Fight scene: Iggy & The Stooges – “Search And Destroy”
Sad: Reggie & The Full Effect – “Megan 2k2 (Even Though It’s 2k3 Now)
Breaking up: Elliott Smith – “Happiness”
Emo: My Chemical Romance – “The Ghost Of You”
Getting back together: Hawksley Workman – “We Will Still Need A Song”
Missing Someone: Ryan Adams – “Rock ‘N’ Roll”
Reflective: Social Distortion – “Untitled”
Secret love: The Zombies – “The Way I Feel Inside”
Secret love scene: The Afghan Whigs – “Can’t Get Enough Of Your Love Baby”
Life’s okay: The Replacements – “Alex Chilton”
Life’s great: Primal Scream – “Movin’ On Up”
Mental breakdown: Johnny Cash – “Hurt”
Goodbye: Joseph Arthur – “Even Tho”
Someone dies: Flaming Lips – “Feeling Yourself Disintegrate”
Driving: Primal Scream – “Accelerator”
Car Crash: Echo and the Bunnymen – “The Killing Moon”
Learning of lesson: Ryan Adams – “To Be Young”
Sick: Matthew Sweet – “Sick Of Myself”
Deep thought: Flaming Lips – “Do You Realize??”
Deep scenery: Sigur Rós – “Hjartað hamast”
Confused: The Dears – “Lost In The Plot”
Flashback: Mogwai – “Mogwai Fear Satan”
Partying: Jimmy Eat World – “A Praise Chorus”
Happy dance: Queen – “Don’t Stop Me Now”
Regreting: Weezer – “The World Has Turned And Left Me Here”
Long night alone: The Smiths – “I Know It’s Over”
Death scene: The Beatles – “Across The Universe”

EDIT: This is indeed post 100 whoo-hoo…..if I left anything out-category-wise I mean, then let me know I suppose. I added some stuff new categories, but didn’t have much time to really go into what was missing.

Eeiry

Here’s today’s horoscope,

The approaching arrival of visitors, perhaps in relation to a group activity or social event you’re hosting at your home, could necessitate a last-minute cleanup and perhaps even a little redecorating. More than one person is likely to come to your door today, dear Aquarius, and all who visit are likely to bring interesting news and useful information. By day’s end your energy and enthusiasm should be much higher than they were in the morning.

Trust me, the visitors are coming too…

MMMMBMMBBPPPPPPFFFFFFF

EDIT: 1:57PM FRIDAY
I put in a link to the story regarding one of my earlier rants, the woman who plead guilty to the assisted suicide of her ailing son. I guess she got out of a jail term-all probation. Read about it yourself, don’t know why I feel so strongly about this as opposed to other controversies, guess I’m hoping that I can use it if I want to to someday.

OLD POST:

I have no real desire to post, but since I’m trapped in the habit, here goes nothing.

I am so tired of school….really, just freakin’ tired. Today I met with my group for one class….there are to be 5 of us, but only three made it….pretty sure we’ll only be 4 come presentation time….yup, two presentations, both an hour long apparently….this is in addition to weekly group discussions, two 5 page papers, a midterm and a final. For one class? Fuck.

I’m beat….and the semester has only started! I also get the impression that when our group was assembled, it was with me in mind to act as the “leader”….the prof said she’d go over everyone’s files to see how she would put the groups together…and lets just say, I have no desire to lead a group with all this work. If this works, I am so putting it on my resume.

So that’s that, I still got the crap-ass Management Science course, which I will admit I haven’t been to yet, since I’m having a hard time reasoning to myself that I really need to sit there for 75 minutes to hear a lecture I heard three months ago. I have to go next time though, well obviously I should show up at sometime, but apparently there has been a break down with the online drive at school that had all the info I needed to keep up with assignments and general class speed. Christ, not what I needed either.

Funny that I say I’m tired though, think it might be from all the work-out time I’ve put in lately. Can’t seem to stop…got five minutes? Hit the bar….wake up and have an hour to kill? use the weights. It’s gonna be funny when I see people in the Valley at spring break and get accused of doing ‘roids haha. Actually it’s not that noticeable unless my shirt’s off or something.

OK, there’s my post-makes me sound like a whiny, cranky, show-off. Beautiful, just what I wanted to sound like. Trust me, I’m not really this easily annoyed, or this into myself.

Nighty night.

Saw It Elsewhere, Had To Do It…

Yup…more…

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who have a split personality – cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You’d like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future… one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You’ll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You’re feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

EDIT: New quiz came in the mail….

1. LAST MOVIE YOU SAW IN A THEATER? Star Wars: Episode 3

2. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW? Textbooks…..with such greats as “Labour Market Economics”, and “Development Economics”, and Comparative Economics Systems”….and the classic
from last semester, “Applied Calculus and Probability”

3. FAVORITE BOARD GAME? Risk

4. FAVORITE MAGAZINE? Rolling Stone – the music coverage may suck a bit now, but the politics section is very well done.

5. FAVOURITE SMELLS? Opening up a new tin of coffee

6. COMFORT FOOD? I find myself drinking tea a lot….maybe for this very reason

7. FAVORITE SOUNDS? Music! (that I like)

8. WORST FEELING IN THE WORLD? Getting hit in the testicles…..and being treated badly

9. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE
MORNING? Is that the REAL time?

10. FAVORITE FAST FOOD PLACE? Subway

11. FUTURE CHILD’S NAME? I have never really thought of this, although I may name my daughter after my sister in some way….I just see myself as shooting down her name ideas until a good one is suggested.

12. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, “IF I HAD A LOT OF MONEY, I WOULD…move

13. DO YOU DRIVE FAST? I do sometimes…I am pretty good at sticking to the limit though…well, maybe a BIT over the limit

14. DO YOU SLEEP WITH A STUFFED ANIMAL? Nope, but I have three pillows and I have woken up hugging one of them from time to time

15. STORMS-COOL OR SCARY? Fucking awesome…..I purposely go out in them sometimes

16. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CAR? 1980 Mercury Capri

17. FAVORITE DRINK?? H20

18. FINISH THIS STATEMENT, “IF I HAD THE TIME, I WOULD LOVE TO…be an international playboy

19. IF YOU COULD DYE YOUR HAIR ANY COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU CHOOSE? Black, and it’s been done

20. HOW MANY DIFFERENT CITIES/TOWNS HAVE YOU LIVED IN? 4….and that’s not counting “villages”

21. GLASS HALF EMPTY OR HALF FULLl ?? Half full

22. FAVORITE SPORT TO WATCH? I used to watch hockey so much as a kid, then it was all basketball for a few years…..now nothing, I don’t really watch TV at all

23. SAY ONE NICE THING ABOUT THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS? She is very generous….I have an awesome bottle opener to prove that

24. OF ALL THE PEOPLE YOU E-MAILED THIS TO, WHO’S MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND? No one, since I will only mail this back to Katie, then post it on my blog…..I think some people I usually send these to are getting annoyed at them all hahaha

25. LEAST LIKELY? See above – the last few have had a lot of non-responses, so it’ll go on the ol’ blog

26. IF YOU COULD BUILD A HOUSE ANYWHERE, WHERE WOULD IT BE? I have always wanted to bulid a house on an island in a lake….that would be so rad….I have actually thought up how to power/get plumbing to the house without damaging the environment…

27. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ARTICLE OF CLOTHING? Whatever I like to wear

28. NAME ONE PHYSICAL FEATURE OF SOMEONE YOU ARE ATTRACTED TO? hmm….is this question asking about some specific? Seems to be…..sneaky fucker haha…..smile

29. WHAT’S THE LAST CD THAT YOU BOUGHT? I bought a couple KNA EP’s for some friends

30. WHERE’S YOUR MOST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? Anywhere I am happy

31. WHERE’S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE PLACE TO BE? Anywhere I feel uncomfortable and trapped….doesn’t happen often, but when it does…..ugh

32. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE PLACE TO BE MASSAGED? Hahahahaha…..happy ending? OK, seriously….back, especially since I never get back rubs….part of being single….I did get a good one from Goose that one night at Reflections (sounds bad haha) he wanted to borrow my bass so they could play a few songs….he forgot it was left-handed, but that was after i got my shoulders worked on haha

33. WHAT’S MOST IMPORTANT, STRONG IN MIND OR STRONG IN BODY? Mind baby!…..but by extension, having a strong mind leads to a strong body-all about the willpower

34. WHAT TIME DO YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? anywhere from 9:30AM-12PM….depends on the night before obviously

35. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE KITCHEN APPLIANCE? Coffee maker…..without that thing I’d go crazy

36. WHAT MAKES YOU REALLY ANGRY? Liars and cheats…..especially when it’s done to my face but I know better (spoiler alert-Lee knows more than he lets on all the time)

37. IF YOU COULD PLAY ANY INSTRUMENT, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Sitar….that would be cool

38. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR? Blue

39. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SPORTS CAR OR SUV? gotta say sports car

40. FAVORITE CHILDREN’S BOOK? This is where I prove what a nerd I was by saying I never really read children’s books….I actually have read well above my age level all my life

41. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Spring

42. WHAT’S YOUR LEAST FAVORITE HOUSEHOLD JOB? Dishes…..especially other people’s dishes….gross and annoying then

43. IF YOU COULD HAVE ONE SUPER POWER, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Invincibility

44. CAN YOU JUGGLE? For about a second…

45. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE DAY? Friday

46. WHAT’S IN THE TRUNK OF YOUR CAR? Ha! haven’t looked at it in years, but since the floors are gone in it, I’d say damn near everything, b/c that’s where I would have put it all

47. WHICH DO YOU PREFER, SUSHI OR HAMBURGER? Neither really, but hamburger seems less gross

48. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLOWER? I’m not a flower kind of guy…

49. IF YOU COULD PICK WHAT YOU DO FOR A LIVING, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? Rockstar!

50. WHERE WOULD YOU GO FOR THE PERFECT VACATION? Some type of all-continents trip around the world….I’d film it for a 7 part-special on the travel network….that would kick so much ass…

Here Again…

I know I just posted, but the last post is depressing I think, so have some fun….I also might be doing these off and on all day, so I’ll just add them as I do them to this one post-i.e. pay attention to whether I have edited it!

Oh, and currently playing is Elliott Smith-”Everything Means Nothing To Me”…..carry on….

You Are a Prophet Soul

You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people’s feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

Another…

Your Birthdate: February 3

You are more than a big ball of energy – you are a big ball of hyper.
You are always on the go, but you don’t have a type a personality.
Instead of channeling your energy into work, you instead go for fun and adventure.
Witty and verbal, you can have an interesting conversation with anyone.

Your strength: Your larger than life imagination

Your weakness: You tend to be pretty scattered

Your power color: Lime

Your power symbol: Lightening bolt

Your power month: March

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Good call on this one…

You Should Be An Aquarius

What’s good about you: philosophical and idealistic, you are a great thinker

What’s bad about you: you require a lot of space – it’s hard to get close to you

In love: you’re quirky and playful, but you hate to be smothered

In friendship, you’re: likely to have many acquaintances and very few good friends

Your ideal job: pilot, snow boarder, or science fiction writer

Your sense of fashion: unconventional, unique outfits that turn heads

You like to pig out on: anything with garlic or unique spices

What Sign Should You Be?

And again…

Your Life Path Number is 5

Your purpose in life is to live freely and collect experiences.

You love life – new adventures, new people, new ideas.
You are very curious, and you crave novelty in all forms.
You tend to make friends easily, and you enjoy the company of all types of people.

In love, you are fun and even a bit intoxicating. But you won’t stick around for long.

You are impulsive and spontaneous – which sometimes leads you to do things you regret.
Sometimes you can be overindulgent with food, sex, or drugs.
You have many talents, so many that you are often scattered and unfocused.

What Is Your Life Path Number?

EDIT: I’m back…and bored with a vengeance

You Are An Invisible Ex

You’re so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex
You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you – far, far behind
As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!
What Type of Ex Are You?

Another…this was a cool answer :)

The Cure Shares Your Taste in Music

Which Musician (or Group) Shares Your Taste in Music?

And again…

Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You’re the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don’t abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!
What’s Your Hidden Talent?

Well, My Bags Aren’t Packed…

I always said that if Stephen Harper became the Prime Minister I’d move. Well, a minority government, of which I was totally prepared for isn’t enough to get me out. It does however raise a question of whether or not I get any good job offers….change in gov’t, might affect hiring practices, but who knows. I do know however that Harper has his eye on the public service and how “Liberal” he felt it is. This is from an actual news article which quoted him…not pulling it out of my ass.

Interestingly enough, what I feel more politicized about is two other stories from today, one, in which G.W.B actually addressed a pro-life rally in the U.S. and hailed them as heroes in the fight against murder. I couldn’t imagine living there…at least with a minority, if Harper ever said that here, he’d be in an election P.D.Q.

The other story was in this country though, I couldn’t access it because the CBC website was understandably busy, but the headline, and the accompanying byline, was about how a woman from Montreal I believe was charged with assisting the suicide of her son who had suffered from MS. I wish this wasn’t so….I know that if I was ever too sick to die with dignity on my own terms (i.e.-my own hands basically), then I’d want some help…..who knows, maybe she was charged for counselling him? I guess I need to read the story in depth obviously. The point though, is that after watching my grandfather suffer through cancer, and he wasn’t in a position to actually communicate himself so who knows what his wishes were, but I know from watching that whole ordeal that I could never do it-not any cowardice or lack of bravery, but I’d rather go on my own terms. I also would never want to burden anyone else with caring for me if things got a point where I could no longer look after myself in my illness.

That’s just me though….I obviously don’t think that’s the right course of action for everyone-it’s a personal choice. Like organ donation or cremation…..both of which I have opted for haha…….I don’t need them anymore…..just spread my ashes under a solitary tree in a field in the middle of nowhere….that’ll be my tombstone. What I do now and it’s ripple effects will be my legacy, whether anyone remembers my name or not.

What a weird post huh? Guess I snapped out of my usual self-absorbed mode of thinking…..this is actually more in line with me a few years ago…before I started being more….well, greedy, but that’s not the word I want….I’m looking out for number one a little more, but not too much. Now I’m just rambling….jeez man…go to bed.

Bonne nuit.

(I think though I need to get my passport in order already….another election going towards Harper? blah….and it’s not even him, although he does make me a little ill, but others in the party who hold some rather extreme views….ok, go to bed already)

New Idea…

I get quite a few of these email quizzes…I think from now on I’ll try to remember to post the things here as well….

********I did this one tonight…

1. USING BAND NAMES, SPELL YOUR FIRST AND LAST NAME: Leonard Cohen, Elliott Smith, Elton John, Primal Scream, Replacements, Arcade Fire, L7, Loverboy
2. WHAT SONG MAKES YOU CRY? Any of that damn military bugle/bagpipe music that gets played on Remembrance Day-reminds me of my Grandfather’s funeral…it all gets to me what can I say
3. WHAT SONG MAKES YOU HAPPY? Too many to mention….but one of them is “Movin’ On Up” by Primal Scream
4. WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO BEFORE BED? Music or whatever movie/show I have on my computer
5. WHO WAS/WERE YOUR IDOLS WHEN YOU WERE YOUNGER? Actually, I don’t remember having any “idols”
6. FIRST ALBUM YOU EVER BOUGHT? The first one actually bought and not dubbed off might have been Red Hot Chilli Peppers-What Hits?!
7. NAME A SONG THAT REMINDS YOU OF SOMEONE AND WHY: “Tiny Dancer” reminds me of Mel because of a time when someone called her that…but she doesn’t remember it happening
HEIGHT: 5′9″
HAIR COLOR: Blonde…..black now though
SKIN COLOR: I’m a white guy
EYE COLOR: Hazel
PIERCINGS: Nope
TATTOOS: 4
WHAT COLOR PANTS ARE YOU WEARING? Blue jeans
WHAT SONG ARE YOU LISTENING TO? “Karma Police”-Radiohead
WHAT TASTE IS IN YOUR MOUTH?: Spearmint gum….as always
WHAT’S THE WEATHER LIKE?: It was a bit cold when I was out earlier
HOW ARE YOU? Living
GET MOTION SICKNESS?: Nope
HAVE A BAD HABIT?: I chew gum all the time
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS?: Yup
LiKE TO DRIVE?: Yup

f a v o r i t e s
TV SHOW: The Daily Show
BOOK: “A Farewell To Arms”-Ernest Hemingway….one of the favs anyway
NON-ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Water
ALCOHOLIC DRINK: Guinness
THING TO DO ON THE WEEKEND: Take my mind off my worries….

have you…

BROKEN THE LAW: I have
SNUCK OUT OF THE HOUSE: Definitely
EVER GONE SKINNY DIPPING: Nope
MADE A PRANK PHONE CALL: Yup
EVER TIPPED OVER A PORTA POTTY: Can’t say I have
USED YOUR PARENTS’ CREDIT CARD BEFORE: Nope….well, actually yes…..to get tickets to the Stones
SKIPPED SCHOOL BEFORE: Oh yeah
FELL ASLEEP IN THE SHOWER/BATH: Never happened yet
BEEN IN A SCHOOL PLAY: Yup…..hasn’t everyone? It was compulsory at my elementary school
BOYRFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND? Nope
CHILDREN: It’ll happen I’m sure….unless I die tomorrow….
CURRENT CRUSH: This question blows….but to answer it-I don’t have one
HAD A HARD TIME GETTING OVER SOMEONE: Definitely
BEEN HURT?: Hell yes
YOUR GREATEST REGRET: No regrets
GONE OUT WITH A SOMEONE YOU ONLY KNEW FOR THREE DAYS: Nope
DO YOU HAVE A JOB: Student is sometimes described as a job…
YOUR CD PLAYER HAS IN IT RIGHT NOW: 6000+ songs in my itunes is my cd player
IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE: It will never be invented…..or better yet, it will, it will last for a few years, then die, and never been seen again
WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY?: Serotonin being released in my brain…which in turn alters my mood….what causes the serotonin to release is up to the whims of the universe and my own preferences
WHO MAKES YOU THE HAPPIEST? The 6 Billion plus…..in addition to those before and after….and aliens….aliens are dope
WHAT’S THE NEXT CD YOU’RE GONNA GET?: Brendan Benson-”Alternative To Love”….or Sufjan Stevens-”Illinois”
WHO DO YOU CONSIDER GOOD FRIENDS? Those who really try to relate to me and enjoy my company…..who I then in turn to the same for….
WHAT DO YOU LIKE TO DO: Live
LAST TIME YOU CRIED: Years ago….listening to that sad-ass military music at a funeral
LAST THING YOU PURCHASED: The number 5 combo at China Classic
LAST TV PROGRAM YOU WATCHED: “China Rising” I believe it was called….two part special on the CBC regarding China’s economic boom and it’s potential to become the next superpower based upon that…I am a nerd, but I’m an informed nerd
LAST MOVIE YOU SAW AT THE THEATER: Holy shit….who knows….oh yeah, I made a point to see “Star Wars: Episode 3″ last summer…it was OK….the dialogue was brutal though

y o u r t h o u g h t s o n

ABORTION: I say now “a woman has a right to choose what happens to her own body”, but lets see what I say if I’m ever in a situation where she wants an abortion, but I want the child….
TEENAGE SMOKING: Bad habit kids….the cigarette companies love to see it though
SPICE GIRLS: Blow….and not me either
DREAMS: Good start….but get up off your ass to realize them….
LIFE: Whether you turn out to be big or small in the world and in history is essentially irrelevant. Do what feels right, don’t accumulate too much bad karma, don’t fear the reaper…..and for the love of God laugh once a day.

*******This is from a few days ago….

First Name: Lee
Middle Names: Stephen
Last name: Prall
Birthday: February 3, 1980
City: Halifax
Guy or Gal: I’m a boy!
Living Arrangements: Rooming with Dan and Vince
Siblings and their ages: Ian-23, Tracy-30, Brett-10
Eye color: Hazel
Hair color: Black now
Height: 5′9”
What hand do you write with: Left
Hair length: Not very long at all
Glasses: For reading, but my slight astigmatism means I get less headaches if I wear them all the time
Contacts: I could never put something in my eye
Do others think your cute? hehe….I was called cute earlier this week.
Shoe size: 11-12…..depends on the shoe shape really….my toes like room

RELATIONSHIPS

Do you have a Girlfriend/Boyfriend: I am currently single
Who do you like: Like I’m telling this thing….:P
Ever cheat on someone: Nope
Ever been cheated on: Yup
Wanna get Married?: Someday
Do you usually break up or be broken up with?: Both….I’m terrible at breaking up with people though

FASHION STUFF

Where do you shop the most? For clothing? Frenchy’s haha
Do you like your fashion? I’ve dressed the same way since the late ’90s….it seems like guys now sometimes dress like I do…..hmmmm
Do you have any piercings: Nope
Tattoos: 4

THE EXTRA STUFF

Do you do drugs: I smoke some “stuff” occasionally
Would you ever do drugs: I really have no desire to honestly…I’m weird enough
What kind of shampoo do you use: Pert Plus….it’s actually for dry hair….my hair gets kinda frizzy
Do you shave your legs: Can’t say that I do
What are you most scared of: Getting it wrong
if you could go anywhere where would it be: Everywhere…..seriously….that’s right EVEN Antarctica…it would cool
where is the coolest place you’ve ever gone? Coolest…well, a walk-in freezer once….I have been to Disney World if that makes anyone envious haha
Whats the date: January 17, 2006
What time is it: 10:01PM
Whats the best day of the year: As I always say…..any day that makes me happy for any reason….
favorite Person in the world? I like/love everyone in different ways at different times
Favorite scent: My pillowcase as I go to sleep on the day I washed it
Boxers or Briefs: Boxers
Thong or G-string: I wear neither….
Push up or sports bra: I used to go with the sports bra for that extra support when on the basketball team…..but now push up so I can feel like a pretty girl
Where do you wanna get married: I will have to no say in my wedding I am positive…easier that way….the honeymoon however…..
Fave Actors & Actress: Currently Bill Murray….I always love watching any Bill Murray movie
Fave Singers or Bands: HA! Let’s make this easy and go with what I like this week…Elliott Smith, David Bowie, Brendan Benson, Afghan Whigs, Manic Street Preachers, Primal Scream, Radiohead, Ryan Adams, The Stone Roses…..the list is friggin’ huge man
If you could change anything about yourself what would it be: I was asked this last week….it would be to live more in line with my favourite quote, “Dream as if you’ll live forever, live as if you’ll die today”-James Dean.
Who do you really hate: I actually do not hate anyone as hard as that might be to believe
Who do you wanna hug: So many people, but I’m too shy…
Color: Blue
Number: Don’t have one….
Fave songs: Oh no, why do you ask music questions…..OK, I will limit it to one song, which at the moment I love Brendan Benson-What I’m Looking For
Fave movie: Lost In Translation
Candy: I have been called a chocoholic a few times in my life….there’s your answer buddy
Clothing: Wahtever lets me feel like Lee in them
TV show: Daily Show, Colbert Report, Family Guy, Simpsons
Food: Oatmeal Raisin Cookies
Fast food resturant: Fast food is bad for you! I do like Subway
Bra color: Whatever colour is fine with me ladies
Subject in school: I loved History, Physics, & Chemistry the most
Drink: H2O
Underwear color: Right now? Let me check…..they are some type of white with blue plaid deal….I really don’t care about my underwear too much, as long as they don’t look too brutal

Teacher: Experience
Fav day of the week: Friday
Ever Smoked: A few times maybe
Got in a fight: Yup
Passed out: Yup
Broke the law: Yup
Stole a car: Yup
Been skiing: Yup
Been in love: I thought so once, but I don’t think so now
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble: When I was a kid

WHATS COMES TO YOUR MIND

Red: Meat
Cow: MOOOOOOOO
Bowl: Cereal
Condom: Hidden in my room hahaha
Shoes: Dancing!
Hair: On my head
Eyes: Les yeux

IN THE PAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU…………..

Seen a friend: A few actually
Ate chilli: ummm……no
Eaten fast food: Yes, sorta…..chinese food at the mall footcourt, it was terrible
Killed someone: not in the past 48 hours
Played a sport: Nope
Watched TV: Yup
Listened to music: Hell Yes!
Got yelled at: Nope
Yelled at someone? Nope
ate popcorn: Nope
Given/recieved head: Nope…..sigh
Had sex: Nope….sigh
Got drunk: Yup
Cried: Nope
got high: Ummm…..nope
Worn a skirt: Not since last week….
Worn Jeans: Right now in fact
Wore a thong: Can’t say I have, they ride up my ass too much
Wore boxers: Right now in fact
Cuddled: Nope
Talked to an ex: Nope
Missed an ex: Nope…to hell with them hahaha j/k, I’m not bitter at all, my friends actually curse my exes more than I do….go figure
Kissed an ex: None around
Given someone a present: I will say no, unless Nick and Sophie finally gave Mel her Xmas gift from me
Missed someone: I sometimes miss people….I am though the sort who knows if I want to I can see them again….time is an illusion we constructed to understand the universe…seriously
Hugged someone: Nope
Kissed someone: Nope
Punched someone: Nope
Had a Nightmare: Nope

YOUR FRIENDS

Coolest: All
Weirdest: Hmmm….Mel claims she’s weirder than me? What-ever….Well, since I can’t put myself in (it say “friends” Melanie!)…she gets my vote
funniest: They all have their moments….Dennis really makes me want to shoot milk out my nose sometimes though….
Smartest: HA! Everyone put me in this category…too funny….They are all super-smart, but some of them don’t want to recognize that fact…
Happiest: Well, there’s an abstract concept for you….since I’m hardly a mindreader or an empath….no answer….it’s all relative
anyway
Meanest: Melanie :P ….I mean one of my nicknames for her is Meanie Melanie, but she loves me I know hahaha
Sweetest: Mindy, by far Mindy
Loudest: Christ, that’s Gord…..unless we’re drinking and watching porn, than I have a tendency to yell
Quietest: Once again, everyone picked me for this…..probably true though….of my friends though, I would have to say Dennis, but only when he hasn’t been drinking
Cutest: All the girls….the guys are as homely as a mule’s butt…..haha you know I love you…
Who do you go to for advice: I actually don’t ask for advice, so odd really….I just try to really trust in myself
Who knows ALL your secrets: Only a very select few know ANY of my secrets, and no one person definitely knows all of them

THE FEELING SIDE

Do you believe in miracles: Yes, kind of….I don’t think “God” interferes with us, but “They” might have left the seeds for some
amazing things to happen-but you have to look for them
Do you believe in yourself: Most definitely
worst feeling in the world: Treated with less then good intentions by someone who I have allowed into my life….basically no one really knows me, although I give the impression that they might
Best feeling in the world: It seems shallow to say it, but being wanted
Are you for world peace: Most definitely
Do you believe in love at first sight: That’s too shallow, at least as far as looks go….I do believe however that you can get a
“spark” or a feeling that makes you want to get to know them better
Do you have a crush on anyone: Like I’m telling you….quiz thingy…..thing

Do they have a crush on you: Now how would anyone know the answer to this? Really now…..

THE FINAL QUESTIONS

Do you like filling these out: I do….although I remember one week doing three, that seemed a little much
How many people are you sending this to? We’ll see….I never know until I go to my contact list
Who sent this to you? Katie, then Gord, then Mel
What do you think of the person who sent it to you: Katie: So much fun and really interesting…we’re having a joint birthday
party…we friggin rock! Gord: Half of what I was going to say I won’t, just b/c there may be outstanding charges for some of the shit we’ve pulled hahaha….it’s all still continuing too buddy, good times ahead I’m sure Melanie: Well, aside from WHY I
originally got talking to you hahaha, you have turned out to be very awesome, probably because I think we’re alike personally in a lot of ways which makes talking/hanging with you easy
What do you think of this e-mail: It’s over? Phew/Fiouff hahaha

This Seems Neat….

This was so destiny report I filled out while bored…..

“In this lifetime you are very much concerned with what happens in the world, the larger sphere outside your own immediate personal concerns, and you cannot separate yourself from the issues and challenges of your generation and society as a whole whether you are active in politics, community service, organizing and managing groups of people for a unified purpose, promoting new concepts and innovations which will affect many people’s lives, or simply living your life in a socially conscious way. You need to be involved in influencing the larger social fabric of which you are a part. Thus, Lee, you tend to look at the broad canvas, the political, social, or group context of any problem or situation. A simple fight between a man and a woman becomes, to you, how women are oppressed by the dominant male power structure in this society. The decision to eat a hamburger or a soy burger is not, to you, simply a matter of personal taste or health considerations but also a moral and politically relevant issue, considering the impact of the beef industry on the rain forests in South America… Even if you are at home raising children and not significantly involved in the public arena, you will try to raise them to be thinking individuals, aware of the effects their actions and choices have on the rest of the world. You foster a community spirit, a sense of connectedness with the rest of the planet.

In whatever field you pursue, Lee, you are likely to be an innovator, a maverick, a little unusual, or ahead of your time, and surround yourself with other free thinking individuals. While you are very much attuned to whatever group you identify yourself with, you are also very independent minded and this dichotomy between the freedom of the individual and the needs of the group can be the source of ongoing tension in your life.”

….seems very true, especially the part about how I look at the larger social construct behind every thing I do. Either that’s a hell of a good guess, or there might be something to this….funny, I was just doing that this morning, explaining how what I thought was not only an inane story to begin with about ghosts/mediums.Native Americans that someone was in love with was actually quite racist….I bet they still think I’m full of it. Basically I felt that they needed to look at the bigger picture-how in the 19th century mediums were all the rage, and so was racism….I won’t go into details, but trust me….the “Indians” weren’t painted in a flattering light in this story….I was more disappointed the the person in question couldn’t see the connection though….:(

Well, there you go…back to studying I suppose…..vote tomorrow!

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