So….new test….I went to my okcupid page and was forced to do this…..the results make me laugh haha….

The Backrubber Deliberate Gentle Sex Dreamer (DGSDm)     Lusty but indirect. Kind, but also using friendship as a means to sex. Oh, that feels gooood. You are The Backrubber.     We call you “The Backrubber” because you straddle that fine line between coming on to someone and just treating her nicely. Backrubs are just one example; you’d meet for coffee, or talk about books/movies, or even argue a little bit, all the while mostly preferring to screw. Your exact opposite: The Vapor Trail Random Brutal Love Master     Your indirect approach is not some evil trickery, but rather a result of your open mind. You’d enjoy either love or sex, but the latter definitely doesn’t require the former. While you are responsible and ambitious, you absolutely DON’T have uptight views on relationships. So ultimately, you just enjoy a woman, and let things take their course. If she wants you, great. If not, that’s fine too.     Though you’re not thinking too much about Love at this point in your life, odds are, when the time comes, you’ll be very happy settling down. Your ideal mate is gentle and horny, just like you. ALWAYS AVOID: The Peach CONSIDER: The Playstation Link: The 32-Type Dating Test by OkCupid – Free Online Dating. My profile name: mrhs

OK….I’m here mostly to explain my new job to you all. I will be working for NASA, probably going to Jupiter sometime next week I imagine….the pays good, and I like the prestige factor.

Hahaha…there we go Amanda, post done haha.

In all seriousness though, my vacation weekend is coming up on me fast…..thankfully. Just have two papers between now and then to kill the time. Then it’ll be a few days in Moncton getting things done, then back for my exams…..then that’s it until I’m officially out of Halifax……craziness.

So, I was dicking around here a bit, and noticed I hadn’t posted since last Friday! Wow….usually I don’t go that long at all. It’s the result of my new policy on my posting habits-particularly regarding what I am willing to post here, and what I want kept secret from most people.

Well, regardless of that policy, I am here now on Wednesday night, with a bit of a stomach ache (must be my TOM haha), listening to the Pixies, and wishing MSN would fix it’s servers so I can check my email already. Yes, I am expecting something important haha…..well, not that important, but it would be nice to have access to my email account. I’ll kill time here instead.

Just baked some muffins…..oatmeal raisin of course…..I take the instant-just add egg and H2O-oatmeal muffin mix, then add a bunch of raisins and brown sugar….mmm…..good stuff for reals. Yeah, I’m eating still, regardless of my stomach cramps……it happens, I’m just glad the instances between cramps and the pain intensity has died down somewhat as I’ve learned to manage my diet a little bit better. Same goes for thos migraines I had as a kid and stuff…..I’ll still get these wicked two day long headaches and stuff that can be really blindingly painful, but I learned it was 50/50 need for glasses, and diet, combined with stress.

My mom says I’m smart for my age, since I told her about my plan to keep the headaches down. We usually swap migraine horror stories, but hers have always been worse then mine, she just cares about my pain more….being my mom and all haha….but she was very impressed I smartened up in my early twenties. Of course, I have more time to think about it….I’m single, childless, and in university with a sometimes easy-going schedule……at my age, she was a working mother, can’t imagine there’s much time to manage chronic pain if you never get a moment to yourself.

I wonder if my email is available? Microsoft, what is up with your server? My email account is unavailable, my MSN messenger itself cut out not to long ago, and contacts who I know aren’t home, but leave their MSN to “away”, all now say “online”…….friggin crazy man.

OK…..maybe I’ll bust…..even if it’s not back up and all that yet….I have no desire to post more than this at all….especially since I’ve done nothing but ramble from the get-go…….a bientot!

Sorry, nothing new to impart here, I just wanted to get my last post pushed down ’cause it’s bugging me. I know, delete it right? Well, that’s cheating….it’s out there, but I just want it gone. I think I have a good system here right now of sharing certain things more with certain people…so I’ll stick to that. Plus that way it’s more fair, especially if they share with me-get what I’m saying? Nothing against all of you readers, but I like the idea of some of my mess being privileged information haha.

I’m sure I’ll stick with my policy of answering almost anything I am asked, but I’m not gonna offer myself up….at least not now anyway, doesn’t feel right. Sorry, I’m being really secretive, but….haha deal with it! I’m sure those of you reading this who I do share with know who you are, and that you’re exempt from this policy-not only that, but you’re the reason behind it! haha.

OK, I’m making little to no sense I’m sure….I just feel I need to make a bigger attempt to be open to those who I trust with my thoughts and who trust me with theirs…..it’s about tradeoff, and it feels wrong to just offer up whatever on here-especially since it’s usually not always accurate anyway, I have a tendency to hide my exact feelings….so I’d rather not have this be the “official” autobiography.

I’ll still pop in from time to time though….so don’t forget about me haha…….

Bye bye.

OK…just a quick introspective/reflective post, since it’s been bugging me all morning now. All based on this quiz I did really quickly and posted on my MSN spaces thingy…anyway, it’s making the rounds, so I looked at it again, and noticed that for the question “Have you ever been in love?” i put some answer about how I thought I was, but now I don’t know if I’ll ever know if I am…….and then later to answer the question “Do you want to get married?” i basically answered yes……so, seems to be a conflict there Lee don’t you think? Hmmm…..not sure now what to think…..

….Damn confusing life haha……I need some time for sure to mull this over…..hell of a time to do it though, right at the end of the semester when I’m about to move……ugh….it needs to be done though, or this will just screw up my future relationships I know already.

Oh well, time to go to class…I’ll worry about this crap later….Although just now I think I might know it to be in it…just with me it’s a slow-burn process maybe….takes time to get built up….well, whatever, I’ll psychoanalyse myself later tonight if I have to.

Lata.

Honestly….the title is the worst part for me…..maybe I’ll start posting first, than creating the title at the very end…..I’ll start next time I promise. I keep wanting to come here and ramble like I used to, but for some reason it’s just not in me right now. Might have something to do with sharing more of my thoughts, more often with some people I imagine. Sorry, no new insights into Lee for now, but I imagine it’ll come soon enough.

So, moving….I’m looking forward to it, as long as I get this job thing figured out….I cannot leave school without having a job lined up-even if it’s temporary. I need the security-financially, but also just to know I won’t blow into town looking like an idiot with no job lined up and limited resources in the bank account. As it may have become obvious, I like to at least pretend I have my shit together somewhat, and having too many unanswered questions after I move would make me feel like I went back in time to when I moved to Halifax…..jeez….what a disaster that was at first haha. I learned my lesson though….why I scrambled like hell and got work before I even left school last year…although this time around, something a little less crappy than Duffy’s would be spectacular haha.

Hmmm guess you guys are getting something for your dollar after all here….congrats….I went to the Public Service of Canada info session Monday morning-very informative….as soon as some new friggin job postings come up I’ll apply to those I like, but with the new tricks I learned….yay! Tricks are fun, especially if they get me a job that pays 30000+ a year and is regarded as an “entry level position” haha.

As you can see, I am trying to start planning for the future…although it’s all still so uncertain, I want to know I can do things like cars, houses, weddings, families, all that “adult” crap-if I feel like it. Honestly, at this point, having been single as long as I have, and seeing no change in that general status, I might just pick and move again in a few years….but a few years is just that, so who knows what will happen. A few years ago if someone told me I would be moving to Moncton, I’d have laughed at them I bet. Now here I am….brushing up on my rusty French and planning on how much I can expect to pay in gas to get my junk to Moncton. C’est la vie!

Anyway, this crap is getting lengthy, so I’m outta here……a bientot

Holy Crappers People!!!….check this out…..maybe there is something to these internet tests and quizzes haha…This was the “What kind of beer are you” test or some damn thing…..nailed me right on…

Guinness (66% dark & bitter, 100% working class, 100% genuine)

Okay, we all know Guinness is the best possible score on any “What Kind Of Beer Are You” test, so you can just go on and pat yourself on the back now. Like the world’s most famous brew, you’re genuine, you’ve got good taste, and you’re sophisticated. What else can I say, except congratulations? If your friends didn’t score the same way, get ready for them to say: Guinness is too heavy; it’s an acquired taste; it’s too serious–and they probably think those things about you at times. But just brush ‘em off. Everybody knows Guinness is the best. Cheers.

So, just to let this actually be a blog, and show I’m just not into stupid quizzes….ummm….busy with work a lot lately, work being school, and actually looking for work. Sunday I have a meeting for my Russian economy presentation, and Monday morning bright and early I have signed up for an information session given by the Public Service of Canada….I guess I’ll learn some job hunting skills, according to the website anyway. We’ll see how it goes….I was considering signing up for an info session in Dieppe for next week, but logistically that would have been hard to pull off. If I get the impression that it might do good to attend, contacts-wise that is, then I might consider doing so to get a foot in the door. That’s a long-shot however. So, got some Guinness in me, some dumb quizzes done…..so….enjoy!

Don’t know if this is flattering or not…

Your Seduction Style: Ideal Lover

You seduce people by tapping into their dreams and desires. And because of this sensitivity, you can be the ideal lover for anyone you seek. You are a shapeshifter – bringing romance, adventure, spirituality to relationships. It all depends on who your with, and what their vision of a perfect relationship is.

More…

What Your Face Says

At first glance, people see you as strong willed and stubborn. Overall, your true self is passive and thoughtful. With friends, you seem dramatic, lively, and quick to react. In love, you seem mysterious and interesting. In stressful situations, you seem sad and helpless.

I think I’ve done this one before…but whatever….

Your Seduction Style: Sweet Talker

Your seduction technique can be summed up with “charm” You know that if you have the chance to talk to someone… Well, you won’t be talking for long! You’re great at telling potential lovers what they want to hear. Partially, because you’re a great reflective listener and good at complementing. The other part of your formula? Focusing your conversation completely on the other person. Your “sweet talking” ways have taken you far in romance – and in life. You can finess your way through any difficult situation, with a smile on your face. Speeding tickets, job interviews… bring it on! You truly live a *charmed life*

Interesting….

You Are 72% Open Minded

You are a very open minded person, but you’re also well grounded. Tolerant and flexible, you appreciate most lifestyles and viewpoints. But you also know where you stand firm, and you can draw that line. You’re open to considering every possibility – but in the end, you stand true to yourself.

I wouldn’t do these things so much if they didn’t ring true to me most of the time….oh well…

First one…

And another….

More…

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What’s hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

More more more….

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will only have one true love. You’ve been deeply wounded in the past, and you’re still recovering from that hurt. It’s important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you speak your mind and don’t hold back. You know you’re right, and you can get quite angry about it. Getting over a break-up doesn’t take long. Easy come, easy go.

Now I’m stretching…why did I even do this one?

Your Love Element Is Earth

In love, you have consistency and integrity. For you, love is all about staying grounded and centered. You attract others with your zest for life and experiences. Your flirting style is defined by setting the scene, creating a unique moment in time. Steady progress and stability are the cornerstones of your love life. You may take things too slowly, but you never put your heart at risk. You connect best with: Fire Avoid: Wood You and another Earth element: need each other too much to build a good foundation

Man, I am so bored…

You Are 40% Addicted to Love

Might as well face it, you’re a little addicted to love. You won’t do anything for love, but sometimes you do more than you should. No one’s worth losing your head for – because in the end you’ll only lose your heart. Don’t avoid falling in love. Just make sure you don’t get too hooked.

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Your Power Color Is Gold

At Your Highest: You are engrossed in passions that mentally stimulate you. At Your Lowest: You seek thrills and neglect what’s important in your life. In Love: You see dating as adventure and approach it with an open attitude. How You’re Attractive: Your passion for life makes others passionate about you. Your Eternal Question: “Am I Having Fun?”

Burritos?

You Should Be A Gemini

What’s good about you: witty and energetic, you’re simply the most fun to be around What’s bad about you: you’re flighty – losing interest in people and projects quickly In love: you enjoy the “honeymoon phase,” but after that it’s hard for you to stick around In friendship, you’re: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist Your sense of fashion: casual and simple You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos

Is this true?

Slow and Steady

Your friends see you as painstaking and fussy. They see you as very cautious, extremely careful, a slow and steady plodder. It’d really surprise them if you ever did something impulsively or on the spur of the moment. They expect you to examine everything carefully from every angle and then usually decide against it.

Well, here is a taste of what went down at Gus’ Pub on March 3rd 2006…..the Kansas Nebraska Act’s last show (for now as Dan would put it). Enjoy. See my pics page for all the photos.

Also in other news, I told my mom tonight I was moving, which garnered an instant “oh Lee, and how long have you known her?” Hahaha……move once for a girl and you get a reputation I guess. I set the record straight though…..girls wish I would move for them now, I won’t be doing any of that anytime soon haha.

Me screaming some backups there I imagine….that or I finally noticed the skin I tore off my finger and arm haha

Looks like myself and Brent weren’t up for simply posing with the lovely whiskey shot haha

Group shot…after a group shot haha…..the flash reflecting on my glasses makes it look like my eye is shut….maybe it was, I was sorta drunk by this point haha

Here’s one….I just had to se if even a stupid internet quiz would tell me not to have children haha….

This one sounds sooooooooo scientific haha….

” The good fuck” You are 68 fuckable!

You’re about as fuckable as most people, which is not bad. Actually, it’s quite healthy! You know how to act and what’s appropriate. You know when it’s the time and place for what. And people can use that to see you erotically. It’s no surprise that you can attract a good number of people. You’re what they want! A realistic babe who knows when to get a bit wild! Yeah, I’d fuck you!

Here, to get away from all this “act of reproducing talk” I seem hellbent on talking about haha….

Dead Kennedy’s This is where you belong in the annals of punk history!

You are the thinking man and pranksters punk. You are what the ideal “punk as social rebel” is supposed to be. You see the capability for amazing art that punk contains just beneath the surface. You are America’s favorite underground hero and your brains are what really scares the establishment. Just don’t become too “more punk than thou,” because then you just become the establishment that we’ve spent all this time fighting against and your rebellion goes up in smoke. You’re too smart to let that happen. You’re the real deal.

This test tracked 4 variables. How the score compared to the other people’s: Higher than 78% on wild apathy Higher than 26% on pissed off Higher than 35% on comically evil Higher than 79% on socially aware

And…..back to the sex once again…..suckas!

Oops…forgot to add this one, only 5 minutes behind though so no special edit marks for this…..

The Surprising Lover 72% partner focus, 42% aggressiveness, 70% adventurousness

Based on the results of this test, it is highly likely that: You prefer your romance and love to wild and daring rather than typical or boring, you would rather be pursued than do the pursuing and, when it comes to physical love, your satisfaction comes more from providing a wonderful time to your partner than simply seeking your own. This places you in the Lover Style of: The Surprising Lover. The Surprising Lover is a wonderful Lover Style, and, like the name implies, is often filled with hidden delights and talents that might not be apparent from a surface knowledge of the person. The Surprising Lover is rather like a geode–sometimes rough on the exterior, but filled with beauty and wonder. The Surprising Lover is thus a gem to find, though it can sometimes be difficult to do so because they often tend to be humble and unwilling to reveal their inner greatness unless they’re in a rewarding relationship. In terms of physical love, the Surprising Lover really shines, often highly imaginative and utterly devoted to bringing the heights of pleasure to the one that they truly love. Given a rewarding, reciprocative relationship, and the right lover, the Surprising Lover can be a delight in bed. Best Compatibility can probably be found with: The Carnal Lover (most of all) or the Exotic Lover, or the Suave Lover. Congratulations! If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also, you might want to check out some of my other tests if you’re interested in the following: Nerds, Geeks & Dorks Professional Wrestling Buffy the Vampire Slayer America/Politics Thanks Again! — THE LOVER STYLE PROFILE TEST