So..still at AOL training to be a techie…and still holding out hope that one of my many gov’t job apps will come through for me, but that’s not what gets me up in the morning anymore.

Woke up (symbolically anyway) and realized I was in love with a girl. Regardless of what comes out of that realization, I am quite happy all of a sudden, despite having so much up in the air at the moment regarding where I will be in a year, no six months from now even. The situation we are in is hardly storybook by any stretch of the imagination, but I will take it as it comes.

Since I know she comes here occasionally….Hey Mandy Marie, love you…

OK, I’m finished being a fruit so everyone can relax.

I found a new way to pass the time – I’m currently training as a computer tech at AOL. Good hobby, and I get some cash. I say hobby, because I’m still holding out that DFO will eventually call me for an interview….

Also, looks like I’m moving again…not sure where to yet, hoping that will come together for me within the next two weeks…

Seems like that’s all the news that’s fit to print…catch you all around sometime….

I can remember when all I’d do is update this thing, sometimes twice a day if the mood struck me. Guess I’ve been busy. Had some ups and downs and borderlines this past week, nothing I care to share too much, but enough to let me be reminded that life is completely uncertain. Which, in my opinion, is fantastic, frightening, and frustrating all at once. The best option for anyone is to make your decisions, and learn to live with them, as well as learn from them I guess. Although a crystal ball sometimes would be nice.

It also helps to have someone you can tell everything to…haven’t used that avenue much lately but I’m glad I still have it available. Trust me kid, you still keep me from going crazy, or at least this time you did anyway.

Enough babble, I got laundry to do.

P.S. Looks like Thanksgiving will be here for me and Amanda too most likely. Broke as hell, but I am going to attempt something akin to a traditional Thanksgiving dinner. I’m excited. Since I quit the restaurant, I actually enjoy cooking now I’ve found. Funny how that works. Adios.