So it’s official, I’m getting older….I can no longer eat late at night without paying for it throughout the night or the morning after…..which sucks a bit since I’m now working until 12:15am…or later, depending on how many reps are trapped on calls after the centre closes….oh well

Speaking of work, so far so good….soon I’ll be working the helm at nights all by my lonesome….scary, but also exhilarating….nice to be recognized and given the chance to kick some ass.

Also, I’ve been feeling moments of being stuck in a rut….mostly from when I’m scheduled to work on the phone I find….plus I was having mixed feelings regarding some old baggage….but now I’m back in action at work, and personally I’m feeling really fulfilled at times because I didn’t completely lose my best friend like I was scared I was going to. It’s not the same as it was before, but when is it ever when life throws curve balls? Still, I’m very glad they’re still around and we can shoot the shit like we used to…..the feeling of missing someone I had for a few months now disappears for times on end and it feels nice.

OK, I’m being a lame-o….time for work anyway…..gotta leave early so I can wear shorts for my walk and have time to change….might head over to the grocery store too, but we’ll see…wait, do you even care? Nah screw it, I’ll tell you about it anyway….so hot, I waited until after work last night to attempt to bring food home so I wouldn’t die of heat stroke…let me tell you, it was 1:30am by the time I got home, and it was still wayyyy too freakin’ hot…hope everyone else is more comfortable in it then I am at least.

Lata.

Good God I feel like I’m in a rut….so far I have managed to keep away from feeling it, but it’s been creeping up on me….basically I hadn’t seen myself in this situation at all, so now I feel totally unprepared for what to do next….still not sure, but what I do know is that letting it all just happen isn’t cutting it whatsoever. Blah.

Don’t get me wrong, life could be muuuuccchhhh worse trust me, but right now I having a hard time feeling happy about it when I know I should….oh well, just the blues….no one dare play that shitty Elton John song…I like him, but that song is terrible lol.

Actually it just dawned on me that my problem is probably that I thought my life was going to change drastically, and now that it hasn’t one bit and I’m back where I was….well, it’s depressing….that’s probably my problem right there, nothing actually changed.

Enough complaining about my life which I have no right to complain about in the first place. Disregrd this as please as stupid Sunday emo-posturing. Thnx.

Lata

Hmmmm….so today as I was walking to the front doors at work as my lunch break was ending, a bee or some type of biting/stinging insect was blown by the wind into the collar of my shirt, where it proceeded to sting/bite (not sure what it did, all I know is it hurts) the hell out of me.

Then later on in the day, I dropped my pen into a garbage can.

PLus for the past two days I’ve repeatedly bitten the same spot on the inside of my lip…often drawing blood in the process.

All this, plus the realization that the White Stripes show in Halifax is this Friday, and I couldn’t get tickets in time….I wish that concert would just go by without my realizing, make the sting a lot less painful….pun intended? Nah maybe not…

It’s times like these I hope I am being secretly followed by a camera crew a la The Truman Show, this shit is too funny to not shre with others.

Lata