Waiting For Something To Happen
Interesting if you enjoy seeing someone’s brains splattered across the screen-not literally you sicko…Basically this bad-boy has become a source of cheap therapy.Archive for December, 2008
Fuckity Fuck Fuck
So today I was informed that my transfer to Fredericton will not be taking place, at least not for the foreseeable future…economic downturn, other sucky stuff, etc, etc….so the plan is to put me back on the phones and answer calls and probably wish I were dead and have my back go screwy just like the last time I was on the phones for an extended period of time.
Fuckin’ A.
Also I came home, and the student loan interest relief papers were sent back….again….like the third time. I told them if they do it again I’ll cancel payment, which will be done tomorrow before I head to Fredericton for some new year’s drinking.
Honestly, the reasons for sending it back are so reaching, I suspect that even though I qualify for it, the fact that they could still get payments out of me means they’re milking it I’m sure.
Come January 2 they’re in for a surprise.
dumpster
I don’t do resolutions at all, but right now, this instant, I resolve to dump some old baggage.
*Goes to dumpster*
There we go. Done. Through with it all.
Hopefully all that stuff that never worked in the past, stays just where I left it 10 seconds ago, in the past. I refuse to relive any of this crap anymore, life is too short.
Stuff, And Junk….
So I’m back home. I had all kinds of things I wanted to mention, comment on, bitch about, but really it was a long drive, in some crap weather, so I’ll probably be dead to the world shortly.
I will say though, I am glad I left home – not because I hate those people – I love them all dearly – but I have noticed every year they can all be found doing the same thing. I don’t think I could have done that. Things need to change, I need change.
Also, I see why I was single for so long when I lived there, it would never have been a good match. I think that’s what is wrong with Moncton too – not my crowd, I’d just go nuts. Probably something to the fact the two relationships I’ve had here were with people from away…the things you think of when driving for 6 hours on your own.
I’m tired, there’s popcorn, cats are happy I’m home. So….until next time.
Where’s Lee?
So no more posts for a while, tomorrow (or the day after, depending upon weather mostly) I’ll be heading “home”.
Really though I have no great desire to do this. Blah. My xmas gift to myself would really be to be able to do nothing for the four days I’ll have off.
It ain’t easy…
Right now I can’t shake the feeling I’m pretty much completely alone.
Although if it’s true, that’s mostly my fault I bet. It ain’t easy being me sometimes.
Now everyone please come see me and adore me, but stay away, I need my alone time.
I’m a fucking catch.
PS Ubuntu is boring, I tried it tonight. Blah.
PPS I want to go out in the snowstorm from hell….just heard a crash so loud I thought it was thunder, or the building falling over. I’d probably welcome that.
PPPS I’ll just be cozy in bed with cats and my social networking sites.
I Scream
Lee is…… full of ice cream.
*EDIT* I now have DJ software. 10 minutes of messing with it and I’m having a blast. Totally going to make some playlists.
…warm feelings for this crap…
Nothing really to blog about, my brain is fried from a long week on a different shift, full of random issues that had us all busting our collective asses to fix.
That, and there was a snowstorm, and then it got cold afterwards.
That, and I hate Christmas this year and am more annoyed at the hassle of spending money to get back to NS than anything else. I do need to see the family again, only saw them last Christmas…..but oh man….I so don’t want to do a damn thing this year for it. I honestly couldn’t care less about this holiday.
I wonder if it’s gone for good? Any warm feelings for this crap I mean.
I have heard having kids changes things, or so I’ve been told. I’d hate to think I’ll hate this holiday forever.
This weekend will be spent recovering lost sleep form the previous week, and cleaning….between myself not necessarily making a mess, but not really cleaning up after myself through the week, and Team Chat tearing the place apart, it’s a disaster really.
Part of the problem is though that this apartment was never really fully moved into. Partly due to a lack of furniture. Many months later, here we are, with stuff all over the floor in all corners, in all rooms. Easy prey for cats looking to cause a ruckus.
On a sad note, I received an email stating that my mixtape account will be no more quite soon…but really every account will do that. I guess whatever fight they had been waging to keep one step ahead of the copyright laws finally gave out, so there was a decision to just give it up.
So those dead links claiming mixtape fun? NOT MY FAULT.
…Team Chat cat fight…
So lots of getting up in the morning this week….also lots of trying to sleep all night and not being able to. So far I’d say I’ve had 6-7 hours sleep in two days. Yippee.
Also, there’s a Team Chat cat fight happening on me right now.
Tomorrow is supposed to be a snow storm, so that means plenty of call-ins tomorrow at work, and plenty of extra work for me to catch up with it all – plus apparently they decided to schedule my 2nd supervisor interview for the morning, so I get to get up even earlier and go to the other building to write.
At least it’s OT – makes up slightly for the OT being canceled this upcoming Saturday.
I apparently wrote the first test in “record time”….really it was beyond easy so I have no idea what they’re talking about.
Below is a funny zone.
The Future Is Now
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Only 11 Shopping Days Until Xmas
If I didn’t officially hate Christmas this year, then I do now. Tonight I watched as a driver in the mall parking lot, was in such a hurry, that they ran down a guy in a wheelchair.
Thankfully it was at a busy intersection in the parking lot, so there were plenty to jump in and help. I left the crowd and drove home – hoping that even though he seemed OK, he’d let someone call an ambulance just to be sure.
So disgusting, just playing it out in my mind. Over and over.
I’m going to keep any comments about the woman who ran him down to myself, I’m sure she’s still awake right now feeling sick to her stomach – I hope so anyway.
I will say she needs to try puling her head out of her ass and pay better attention, but really most of the drivers I see could use that advise.
Only 11 more shopping days! All pedestrians get the fuck out of the way.
Disgusting. All this for a fucking wii or something ridiculous.
Although I will admit if I got a wii this year I’d be excited.
